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2010-10-30T19:38:00.002+08:00

Shifted to WayAboveBoard.tumblr.com !!!

2010-10-30T19:38:00.001+08:00

Shifted to WayAboveBoard.tumblr.com !!!

2010-10-27T11:13:00.005+08:00

HEHEHE WENT MISSING FOR A MORE THAN A WHOLE MONTH!!

Miss my swearings? :D

Anyway i quited my tuition and i am officially broke?!

Anyway, i started my school which is located at Sentosa. It is definitely fucking awesome, except for the journey.

Nice food everywhere, an island lifestyle, beautiful scenery, A place that makes people happy with awesome designed buildings and structure.

I think i was too intoxicated with happiness that i bought a Canon Ixus 130 impulsively!!

But it was a happy purchase, HIGHLY RECOMMENDED FOLKS!!

2010-09-19T15:07:00.003+08:00

DumbMotherfuckers.

Regarding the article about a fucking fish being fried and eaten while its alive and gasping for air, please wake the fuck out of your senses.

Its a fish. It's bound to be eaten, even if its half alive/fully dead.

And why the fuck does it leads to the chef becoming a fucking fish in his next life as declared by so many people

So every human die, will be reincarnate into some shit?

Don't make me laugh and fuck you.

Fuck this whole reincarnation thing.

Ants alone outnumbered humans in the world, not counting trillions of fishes, animals, and insects.

So where do these shits came from? HUMAN BEINGS IN THE PREVIOUS LIFE?

wake the fuck up seriously.

Then tell me whats your previous life then. Don't know?

The answer is simply: You came out from your smelly mum's pussy as a result of not using condom.

Seriously, please amuse me.

Disclaimer: Written above are my personal opinion. People who strongly believe in reincarnation are strongly encouraged to curse me to become a mix-blood creature, making up of ants, butterflies, lizards, cockroaches, as i have killed too many of those.

"I'm so scared"

TEEHEE

2010-08-24T20:30:00.002+08:00

I don't want agony to be my homework.
Maybe it just isn't right at the end of the day.
Its definitely great, its definitely fake.

[Strapya World Premire] Itazura Coin Bank!!

2010-08-15T18:40:00.001+08:00

MY BF GOT ME A SURPRISE GIFT TODAY!! A MECHANICAL KITTY COIN BANK

AWESOME!!

ARIGATO!

2010-08-14T22:23:00.007+08:00

DUMB YOUTH OLYMPIC OPENING CEREMONY

Look at those lost foreign flag carriers.

$400 million spend on this 13 days worthless piece of nippleshit event.

Firstly, the event is pathetic. We are not even showing our fucking culture much. Huh. Monsters scene? That reminds me of any kind of zelda game fighting rubbish black monsters.

And wtf is wondergirls song playing too? Wtf?!

SHOULD HAVE PLAY BoA SONG WHAT! Awesome if its "energetic". I will fucking dance infront of the television like no one business.

Best show on earth?! you gotna be kidding.

And DON'T give me a bitchy reply saying " Complain so much then don't watch la kp so much for what"

I just happen to switch on the tv to watch my lovely cuteass bf perform his kite til the fucking whole yog show disturbed my eyes. You bet, i laughed my ass off when i happened to chance upon the flag carriers.

FUCKING ARGENTINA FLAG CARRIER FUCKING FUNNY!!!

ROFL!

And...

JJ LIN " OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH OOO OH YEAH OH YEAH"

Everytime this disturbing song was played from nowhere, i can't help but laugh my goddamn ass off!

I never liked JJ LIN before, he look like a professional clown and what kind of cheer isit?

Its better if its being used during a SEX SCENE

" Oh yeah babby... Oh yeahhhh...oh yeah yeah oh yeah OHH"

HAHAHAHA EPIC!!

I'm lucky that overall i am not involve in YOG. I get to eat lousy and worst than dog food.

Aww my mouth don't deserve any of that shit but only good tasty food.

Ok off to study again ;)

2010-08-09T09:44:00.002+08:00

13 WEEKS OF SSM IS FINALLY OVER :)

Verdict:

1. I can't and will never work in a restaurant.

2. Putting lots gel at 5 am on your hair is no joke. If 1 strand stick out of your hair you will fail the fucking hair check!

3. I am fucking good in grooming! i passed for all 13 hair checks. Didn't know i can be such a neat freak, while im really fucking untidy in real life. Look inside my bag and it will be preety obvious...

4. I will not work anything that got to do with standing all day long! Fucking no way zomg.
Work is seriously about enjoying the process. I like tuitioning though cause i chit-chat with students most of the time... err..

2010-08-05T13:58:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the last day of school! Then off to Sentosa to study next sem.
Its like if got 3 hrs break can go beach/go watch movie at vivo. Really wanted to go on a holiday trip but yea.. got some reasons. So life have been a bitch, my group projects mostly got C.

My Gpa!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

By the way, people who call others bimbo is a real bimbo so fuck yah fucking pig face, if i have a long dick i will shove it down and deep throat you til you got throat cancer. Ok, that aside.

i'm still teach tuition oh fk, and new parents are getting stricter and more FUCKY. (Is there such word? Sounds gd anw). Especially Indians, they got abit of money they cannot maintain one, must show off. Theres nth to show off.

Maybe those legendary arms cum legs hair/voodoo smell/exotic black tits/ unforgiving dark skin thats hard to spot any moles.

Yup. Your child is dumb. thats y he/she needs tuition. Get it? Simply DUMB. Don't tell me how should i teach or whatever. You can kindly take over my damn position and supervise your retarded kid. At the end of the day if i'm not gotna teach comfortably, then all hell would break loose. Comeon.

Sheesh. it's ok i can take those burdens as i will still pocket nice sexy sum of money day by day.

2010-07-10T22:50:00.002+08:00

FUCK SINGAPOREANS

I have enough of this pathetic country. Mainly because the people sucked. Thanks to the younger generation.

Theres a decrease in Ah Lians & bengs but a huge increase in English PUNKS. LOL

Tsktsk. Speaking good english and a nicer slang does not make u Atas.

You guys gotna wake up. Kudos to you guys for dressing nice and being scene kids. You craps are trash. Thats right, trash. :)

ASIANS (Singaporeans) ARE MOSTLY UGLY

Fucking look at the people around you. Enough said. Besides, chinese girls can't look hot please, they are just look sluts/cheap no matter how much effort they put in. Compare with American please Don't make me put a porn picture here. Obviously the ahmoh pussy & pink tits look nicer for god sake.

Woah. Singaporean girls are not only ugly, but also bitchy, tgt with boys these days. Omg. I wish i could be in a western country as strangers are so much friendlier even in online games!!!

Wish i could join my brother in boston right now n never come back even if i freeze to death.

At least there aint selfish people, people that provoke u for nth. Go eat shit.

2010-07-02T12:21:00.003+08:00

Its been quite long since i blogged. Well anw today ssm ended early due to test.

AND HOW COULD I FLUNK IT OVER AGAIN N AGAIN
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. WHY AM I SO CLUMSY, DUMB, NOOB WHEN IT COMES TO HANDS-ON STUFFS?

Fucking cb. srs ssm is gotna pull down my fucking gpa. i never scored so low in my fucking life before in a whole module. I think at the end of the day i will end up with D+ or some mother fucking shit grades for ssm.

Nb all my modules the marks lowest only B. Don't even have C? And here i am slapped with a D.

:( :(

I'm so disappointed with myself...

2010-06-14T16:07:00.002+08:00

i'm really fucking sick n tired of life. Don't ask me to face death to run away from reality
Fuck the society

2010-06-12T19:16:00.006+08:00

LOL @Blendtec! Always destroying expensive products esp from MAC! It kills to watch this!

This old man got some strengths man!

IPAD BLENDED ANYONE?

(It's more like an ipod with a weight disorder!)

2010-06-10T17:46:00.005+08:00

Upon arriving, its raining heavily. Damn turn off!! So walked around the retail shops... nothing was nice i swear!

First ride we took was the return of the mummy. LOL the graphics scared the shit outta me. But it was the best and scariest ride. its like hell ride. Halfway i regretted sitting it LOL but i made through it anyway :p

Then went to watch the DONKEY live. I thought it was a real donkey / mascot. But not uh! At first it seemed so childish and mundane. but i realise the whole idea / show is really brilliant ok! Its really interactive ahaha!!

Then sit the roller coaster. Its not really an kick ass.

And the 4D shrek movie was fucking nice! That is the first time i got sneezed at my face without me getting pissed.

Ok this is my last place (nicest) that i went ....but...little did i know...

Wah lao! scared the shit outta me. that makes me hate kids more. Irritating midgets

Aiya damn lazy upload pictures zzz too many !!

2010-06-10T01:33:00.004+08:00

Back from universal studio. Its so freaking small!! walked around the whole place + rides in 3 hours....

Nice infrastructure though.

And btw all rides and entertainment closes at 7pm. WTF.

Update more next post. so late already....gawd.

Thanks love for today and everyday :D

2010-06-08T14:27:00.010+08:00

I swear i never hate Singapore THIS MUCH before. It is amazingly stupid, waste of my time n simply WTF.

Lame Dukw tour. Fucking CMI tour guide. She pronounces MELION as MEI LON. SIMI PAPA MEILON. WTF R U TALKING ABOUT BITCH. Good for nothing. Don't talk better, it will give make the whole atmosphere n tour more peaceful. Once again, Fuck u right in the middle.

VERY BAD SERVICE i tell you! Half way rainning that

bimbo never help us lower down the dumb dirty "curtain". Umbrella also don't even offer help to help us keep when we have trouble closing it. Only know how to touch her hair n ears.

Think what! American next top model isit. Wake up your bloody senses you should quit this line and go work at bugis street shouting " Lai ah Lai ah, one for 10 dollars." She is just so suitable to do such things. Btw i don't mean all people who work at bugis street are like that only those that shout like a fucking nooblet if my memory didn't fail me.

Why won't the Singapore flyer marketers just give up n quit their job. This ferris wheel is totally bullshit. Nobody wants to go. If i were you i will just cover the singapore failure (flyer) with one big cloth, damn embarrassing.

2010-06-07T19:17:00.002+08:00

Distance makes the heart fonder

My brother is at Boston now and my family and I miss him alot alot alot!! <3

2010-06-06T10:52:00.003+08:00

Have been busy these days. Went to town last 3 days, and yesterday too. Got alot of nice stuffs and i'm a happy girl!

Yesterday's flee market was not that awesome, except that they have nice accesories. *smirk*

Omg i wanna purchase those shading markers but it cost freaking 5 bucks for a shading pen. Srs this is shit.

Ok this flavour is nicer than those normal watermelon, kiwi, blah blah rock candies.

LOL I SAW THIS CUP WARMER N I BUY IT DUNNO FOR WHAT FUCK.

But i can't deny it looks interesting. Ok. Fuck myself.

AND OH GOD MY TOOTH HURTS BIG BLOODY SHIT.

I have been biting hard into cloths so sooth the aching, and the cloth teared.

Nothing likes me. :(

2010-05-28T23:33:00.004+08:00

Geegee. Its holidays already, although there is still 1 test paper to go (accounting) but i just can't give a DAMN. Shopping Timeeeeeeeee~ Oh well.

Actually i'm kinda tired of life everyday as a student, who don't? I wanna faster grow out of it, and i mean looking at the creative and facinating world out there one day. Its gotna be lots of fun.

And when i mean fun, you don't need to spend a dickful sum of money, having sexual intercourse, having lots of fun "friends", etc.

Having fun, is doing things that you truely like. ;D

No matter how dumb, lousy, embarrassing, time consuming is it!!

Lesbian attack, once again.

2010-05-15T11:54:00.000+08:00

2010-05-14T20:44:00.008+08:00

Out of the probability of 100, 100 will be michelle touching her hair HAHAHAH

Playing chio bicycle deck cards while Tuition.

This proves that the lecture is really boring. Even super smart sheena is kena sleep beam by that old Pokemon.

Pervertic smile. Why so pervert? sigh :[

Good Pizza :)

Golden bible. Chio anot!! Ghosts watch out. Fuck you all. i'm putting this beside my bed so take that golden blast up your deep shit hole!!!

i think i know why my cpu mouse is sticky. Grab, eat, click, Grab, eat, click, Grab, eat, click, Grab, eat, click. Don't worry, its not THAT dirty. i don't dig nose. Infact i didnt dig for years. No shit i guess? lolol But flu keeps me busy

Now my room looks like a gay pub at night

What am I made of? Am i in the right direction? Whats my passion? Am i living my dreams?

F.U.C.K N.O

2010-05-10T10:58:00.003+08:00

You keep asking me to takecare of my health

How about you?

Sorry for being so useless.

i wish i could bear that all

Spare me some time.

I have feeings, TOO

2010-05-07T19:17:00.005+08:00

I'm being cornered and being forced to do impossible things by external forces. Why must the world be so cruel? I thought that everything in school life was to study smart to get excellent grades. But i was so wrong, sometimes there is nothing you can do about it even though u are good in studying, it just does not help a single fucking bit.

Guess what? Ever since school started i am not happy at all. Have been rather quiet than ever for weeks. The spilting of classes, the new classmates of my, and my school hours. I can't wait to go home once i step into school. Is life all about studying? Do i have to be dirt rich by studying first as a typical normal stepping stone?

By the way i'm not stress up or anything. Just depressed and upset over my capabilities.

I'm glad that i always have my boyfriend with me. It just puts all these nasty thoughts away after i complain to him everytime i met him, then i just truely enjoyed myself.

But when reality step in again, its just me. I will be one the path things out at the end of the day.

2010-05-05T18:53:00.006+08:00

People always ask me "hows life","what have u been up to", and "how are you" Fine good. Boringly good. I mean, how much could i change right? even if its 5 years or whatever.

I will always be liking the things i like, do the things i like to do and no ones views/opinions will get into me. Its either they be like me or they should not even bother to comment at all.

First up ...Sketchings!!

Nothing is more awesome than night time. its like i'm high on drugs or smth. Just randomly found this in my com

My second house :D

Always being a nuisance, vulgar, disruptive and loud. I don't know what the hell that teacher was teaching back then but it bored the birdnuts out of me.

BoA. Sometimes she looks like a wolf. btw if i find anyone who looks like a wolf means he/she is damn seductive & cool.

Yup you are right sasuke, itachi is gay. Thats y u r with me.

2010-05-02T17:48:00.007+08:00

So cute and fat ! Thanks for everything, love. I really like it ok, no doubts.

2010-05-02T10:13:00.004+08:00

FUCKING ANGRY MY MUM REALLY ITCHY HANDS. TOUCH MY SPEAKERS DON'T KNOW FOR WHAT FUCK AND NOW ITS SPOILT. F.U.C.K NB. 100% CONFIRM SPOILT. ITS FUCKEN EX. OMG I FEEL LIKE CRYING

2010-05-01T08:52:00.003+08:00

LOL i found out that my bro's close friend is the vice president for YOG @ ntu. Wtf cock face can have 2nd highest rank. And i will be under him for my leader trainning wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.

Major TURNOFF - [T] . [C] . [A]

2010-04-30T18:32:00.012+08:00

Guess what? Today is the worst day of my life in school. For those people who are not in the Hospitality and Tourism industry, you don't know a fucking shit about it.

I have been "working" in school with a non-paid wage for my module. I'm suppose to be a Waitress, Dishwasher, Bartender, Runner, etc. It's really a FML.

So today was my second major training as a waitress. I got scolded by the fiercest badass teacher on earth. When he shout at ur face, theres "WIND"!

I'm not upset by the scolding but rather, that i am unhappy as i can't carry the plates that total add up to about 5 KG. I'm so gotna fail my test :'[ Don't know whats wrong with me.

First scolding:

He helped everyone by putting a cork back into a wine bottle with a machine. Don't know why sway sway during my turn he stopped & asked me to do myself. Of course, i thought he was going to do for me, so i didn't really notice how he do it. Then he proceeded to yell " YOU TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED DON'T YOU". I laughed it off, i'm serious! So that i could just brush away my embarassment infront of everyone. FYI i am a person who needs alot of pride.

What i thought:

I can't argue with this. Because it was clearly my fault, i took it for granted.

Second Scolding:

I don't know how to clean cut the foil with my blade right after he teach. He was standing NEXT to me. Of course i'm nervous and i just blank out. I admit i'm blur and clumsy. He said i'm stupid and i don't understand english, then he send me to the back.

What i thought:

Sorry i'm not stupid. I think that everyone have strengths in different things. I'm not really good in hands on. Besides, do u expect me to get the grib of things when i first touch on it? Thats why its called TRAINING for godsake. If i know i must have been a genius. I prefer the rest of the instructors, they talk nicely, they understand you and they talk logic.

As for him. He just pour cold water on you and yell at you and denying all chance for u to perform if u made one mistake. i don't mind if he scold me after the training period because thats when i should not make a mistake. Don't tell me the Real World people scold at your during ur training days for being a newbie unless u r late. Its totally RUBBISH. We are newbies and are weak at stuffs thats y we need trainning in the first place.

Btw i'm not stupid, if you are talking about my academic results. Don't steorotype people.

Third Scolding:

I don't have the strength to carry the heavy plates. And the way of carrying it is really really challenging. Even the boys can't take it. I'm not gotna be a waitress for sure when i grow up. Never ever. it will be a waste of human resource and talent. Sorry, thats my honest opinion.

What I Thought:

All of us have different strengths and builds. Esp girls, they tend to be weaker. Don't expect everyone to be the same. I really can't carry, its not i don't want. They should match the number of plates one should carry with our own's build and weight to be fair. But it will not be efficient.

Ok. I'm gotna pass the module by hook/by crook. I will try harder and harder. Don't wanna repeat this. Everytime when i got scolded, i'm just gotna smile.

Hope this helps my misery.... i'm crying within my inner self.

Ok my brother just talked to me. He said " You must be thick skin, you survive longer, so you can learn something from them. They are many bad tempered people in the industry. They are the masters, you are the trainne. So obey like a dog"

" woaf woaf" isit spell this way? didnt woaf before

2010-04-28T20:24:00.003+08:00

you, you, and you, and you and you and you you you.......... FUCK OFF

2010-04-25T22:27:00.003+08:00

Faggots in action

It seems like we haven switch class yet. Only can meet them every mon & tues cause same lecture.

i just finished 12 donuts today. i like the tiramisu one!! Don't know why esty loves plain ones.

Only me & esty know what does this close up picture is trying to imply, nothing cute.

CHUUUU @ Darling's house. i looked like i got painted by a retarded kid all over my body. Oh well

2010-04-25T16:47:00.002+08:00

i just looked through the upcoming projects. and its like OMG. Bigger % than before, but lesser in qty i suppose.

So that leads me to worrying about who i'm gotna work with. I don't wanna suffer like the 1st sem. Really horrible. But T.P edu system is fuckedup. Within barely 2 weeks, all need to find group members in projects. I mean, we don't even know if the person is responsible anot, hows the character, personality & attitude.

I guess i gotna keep quiet and appear to be very slack those kind. lol i know i look like a ah-lian that dont study. This trick sure works well! Can't afford my gpa to fall.

Seriously i'm very afraid to team up with those kinda people, as i'm a results-orientated person. Marketing & S-S-M itself are a pain in the ass. Omg. i dunno what to do with my baby hair, sick n tired of trying!

Why not the guy lecturers come be a goddamn girl and have long hairs and give it a try. seriously man. It is IMPOSSIBLE to not have a strand of hair standing and have baby hairs that are less than 0.5cm pined up for god sake. I don't know why they can't stand even a abit strand of hair, its also not pubic hair or smth. LAWL.

ok. i'm up for some rounds of good food. Anyone?

2010-04-24T23:19:00.001+08:00

i'hv got internal bleeding. OMG could it be...... gg if its this case.

Anw. im so tired. abruptly end it. askdoasdkoatpab

2010-04-15T14:54:00.003+08:00

1. Just when i'm on the verge of breaking down due to overwhelming stress, Youth Olympic Games message to me to go for Team Leader Training. Oh wait a second. At first i was a Changi Airport Liscensing Officer. Then system kicked me to Tuas at NTU, incharge of workshops. Then now they want be to be a leader. Why can't they decided on 1 thing. Besides, WHY NOW?

2. Oh simply loathe my Timetable. I can't even fit in my tuition timings. Many told me not to tuition anymore. But hey?! I got some relationships with those students ok. Is not easy to let go, esp halfway towards their N Level/ MYE. Oh yeah. My boyfriend & my timetable don't even MATCH at all. FML. what should i do. What should i do.

3. I just realised who are some of my new classmates. Honestly, i'm intimidated, esp when it comes to project work & presentation stuffs. And i'm worried about my CDS. Why the fuck the school does not give me one. Oh yeah i need to dye my hair black. FK. Damn last minute. I need a bag also. I'm OUTTAAAAAAAAAAA time.

4. I scared that i can't maintain my GPA this sem. I don't wanna drop from 3.5 :[

2010-04-12T22:34:00.003+08:00

Hip Hip Hooray!!! i'm in the same class with Michelle. I seriously didn't expect anyone to be in the same class as me. Somemore Michelle is one of my greatest friend! Don't u think its damn lucky !!? But sheena is in another class. sigh! But no matter what, i wish my friends all the best in everything, even though many have part already.

Really damn happy!! Kudos to Jesus.

P/s : Maybe what is written on the balloons all would come true!! HAHA!!

2010-03-31T22:40:00.003+08:00

Very tired......didnt sleep ytd.......................just came back from workkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk......................................................i'm ruinning myself

2010-03-31T13:54:00.003+08:00

At first win like shiok only. Then later LOSE :/. First time played casino style, can be damn sway or damn heng after spilt

Just eat big breakfast with esther sis 7 hours ago.

I swear its really preety!!! I think its their season to drop pink tissue papers.

Awwww....

2010-03-30T16:18:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah my shelf. HOHO chiobu. Ok fk now i feel like camping at home everyday -.-

2010-03-30T14:26:00.004+08:00

Long Post

Today got 2 more new students. I don't know why am i accepting more and more. Now i have 4 or 7 students from 2 in this short holiday. The most i get is 5. But is managable, cause its all at simei. I'm only earning thousand per month now, by commiting 72 hours. Now i'm fucking busy. Sunday is my only free day -___-

With my rate getting lower and distance getting further __ . But honestly, this job is fucking stressful although is short hours esp when the kids are stupid and get bad results, with the parents blaming me and all that.

I don't mind the hard work but what if school reopens? i did very well this sem, got 3.7 for gpa, together with juggling my jobs. Year 2 is sure gotna be harder, with accounting, ssm and all that shit stuffs. Oh my...

I don't even have cash now. fk. My parents didn't even give me pocket money for a long time already. They told me that since i work, means i have got the money. But those money are for my future plans oh god. Look at my brother. He does nothing at this age and got spoonfeed.

But nevermind. I don't blame anyone and i'm not whinning for sure. i'm just feeling troubled and lost as to why am i working.

Work = to save money = for what?

Yeah exactly. SAVE MONEY FOR WHAT?

1. A car. tsktsk. but is that what i really want? Yeah thats what i want. But earning working so hard with so little pay when i can just relax now and work and get like 3.5 k above when i come out of uni. At that time i can save up for car in no time, better than working like shit to earn peanuts now.

2. For clothes and branded stuffs? ok. i know all teenagers out there work because they wanna buy beautiful clothes blahblah. When i opened my closet, either is my clothes too ugly or too outstanding. Also, its either its abit expensive, or too cheap. Most ex was $180 for a plain white collar button shirt, dirt cheap was $10.

Thats why i always have a hard time choosing clothes to wear as it seems like i have none to wear. I remember the first day of poly i was so worried as it seems like i will running out of clothes to wear for my poly days, with ppl laughing at me and all that stuffs. I think everyone sure have this thought themself too.

Ironically, I managed to wear different clothes everyday for close to 3 months. I don't bother putting makeup, don't bother a fkup hair, don't bother zipping my pants LOL.

Oh fk i forget that i seriously need to buy a bag. i can't find a bag that i want for months. And i'm serious. Most bags are just heavy, big, sloppy, or have ugly or typical styles and colours. I like those that looks small, but can store lots of shit inside. I remember i used to go sec school with one of the smallest bag, with everyone thinking if i do actually bring books to school. The fact is that i do bring everyshit. Except for anything related to chinese HAHA

Oh yeah i remember i always got scolded during chinese class ROFL. Was preety guailan. My teacher said i would fail, i always hated him til i passed. I came to realised that he actually didnt gave up on me at all, he just said that to spike me cause he know i'm those that like to prove people wrong. From the bottom of my heart, you are a great teacher. (But i can't deny that u are boring, mull,, irritating, and your face looks hilariously akin to a cow)

Aiya i gotna abruptly end here. I take it as i'm nuturing myself and being a more capable person. :D

Fk i need to get a lamp, painting, pot, bed rug, bedsheets, small pillows, carpet, paint, curtain, and more lamps. NOOO TIMEEEEE.

2010-03-29T19:53:00.005+08:00

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These days have been preety busy with everything. haha my preety shelf have came!! Omg i think i waited it for a month -.-V. Its frigging chio and cheap. 500 plus that is fucking long, unique, and customade!!!!!! Shall post photos of it soon. Tomorrow its class chalet, kinda nervous cause im fking ugly now LOL.

Been tutoring this little girl who reminds of me. sigh im a old shiat now :(

And and and i really need to start studying for my theory test. Omfg im so fucking lazyyyyyyyyy, n i need to do 10 years series for the driving test also, or not sure fail. Ridiculous!?

And and and and wtf seriously!! Yeah yeah yeah all the girls like you, you are fucking 'handsome'. get that straight. LOL i don't care if you get aids / lost a dick, not at all. You are just good with words. Firstly, i'm in a relationship. Secondly, you use expletives when you can't get someone. Isn't that even right? Go fuck ur malaysian D graded chickens.

2010-03-22T18:55:00.002+08:00

I'm gotna somewhere far away soon for 2/3 days :D

Hooray!! Haha preety beaches, just like the ones in rpg games

2010-03-20T14:15:00.005+08:00

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I would have to agree apollo justice series suck cock. I miss larry butz. Fking casanova man! If something is amiss, its definitely the Butz. Haha!! Godot and Lang (wolf) are hunks. Shina looks like lady gaga, but she is fking yew in disguise. The girls is i miss the most is Mia and her little sister who help out phoenix. Phoenix is a hardcore gay fk. he looks like shiat compared to edgeworth. Hahaha Alba is retarded and franiska von karma is a hot shit with her whip, totally love her attitude. Detective dick gumshoe always get builled around rofl!! I call him dickCUMshoe anyway. He seems like a pedophile. And also....the old hag wendy totally roll balls. Her mouth is more imba than my and she tryna seduce my edgey. Haha

AiyyyyaaAAAAaaaaaAAA!!

2010-03-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

Happy Ending! Just how adorable edgey-poo can get!! Haha i guess i see myself in the girl. Haha always forcing people and dragging people to take picture with me when i'm really happy!!

Actually, Ace attorney series is a better game than PoKemon. strategic and detective games are way too awesome! Sometimes it gets so hard that i must use FAQ :(

Oh man. Gotna wait one more fucking year for another series to come out. Not so much of edgeworth already. Damn!!! edgeworth is so hot. His comments are so sacrastic and mad funny!!

Damn, i don't know why after playing such games i wanna be a lawyer and shout..."OBJECTION!! YOU PHUCKER!!" Hahaha!!

THE BEST GAME I HAVE PLAYED IN MY LIFE! STORY-PLOT, AWESOME!!

2010-03-09T22:17:00.003+08:00

Mad cute zelda drawn randomly

Mass Effect 2!!!!!

DS HOOTS!

I'm fucking happy got too many fucking games, fuckers!!!

NB. Seriously i don't know how am i suppose to achieve my money target by this year end when im already spending like shit.

OK NO MORE FUCKING GAMES NOT GOTNA BUY ANY MORE SHIT, just kidding as games grow old with me :)

2010-03-04T16:35:00.002+08:00

Argh i have preordered heartgold already. Now i prefer soulsilver wtf it have lugia. DAMN!!!!!
FUCK!

FUCKING DREAD TO WORK. NO INSPIRATIONS TO DO MY SHIT PERSONAL STUFFS. FK LIFE.

2010-02-25T12:37:00.003+08:00

Woah just wake up. Going to work, fuck thursdays. Hahaha yesterday outing was awesome, its great to see how each 0f us open up to each other in a mere year.

Argh my friends told me not to do illegal jobs, but i just could not help it. i know if i get caught, its gotna be GG. But the money is tempting me. I thought tuitioning was damn good already, but this shit beats the hell outta it. Ahahaha if get caught i would just say i am doing this because im practising for my tourism course.

Fucking need to stop spending $ seriously. i keep spending on food. btw i can eat a lunch for 3 times when i'm out. Thus, my tuition income is not even enough for me fk. And i just bought a custommade shelf for $480 a few days back. And yesterday outing i spend $70, which i dunno how i even accumlated the sum, hahah but it was fun uh!

2010-02-20T14:39:00.002+08:00

Omfg i cant wait to do a long long post of my 18 years living in this body. I'm suppose to blog abt all abt it during my birthday, ahh but no time. Must wait for my exams to end!
I seriously think my life is too good in the past, thats y now fucking shit. Guess i have lost alot of things and get matured along the way, learn to deal with this relistic world. Not an easy thing to do.

Oh well, im gotna do a flash for my blog banner, change blog skin..etc hehe. Excited! finally i can be myself and do something i always liked, beautifying things. :P

-.- why am i so confident of my exams. even though i haven finish studying and its hard.

2010-02-16T22:21:00.004+08:00

Ok. Cny was preety shit, due to my family recent matters.

So i shall sum up the funeral story to here and move on to other topics.
we called to check if the 7 day after he die got anything happen as the 7th day sure got SOMETHING happen.

But nth happen. HAHAHA.
And my malaysia relatives saw his spirit flying up the sky, bidding goodbye n smiling on SUN.

Rmb i mentioned abt the butterfly? he was flying ard the house on SAT because he dunno where to go, heaven / hell.

No wonder the nuns stared at me like so evil.
FUCK U NUNS GO SUCK GOLDFISH JELLY BALLS.

LOL i was seriously disrupting the funeral, they play " ahmifuotou" song i play BoA Songs LOL i was over there singing n dancing non stop. i kicked my grandpa shoe that they placed properly.

I was like wtf can all of u stfu cause all these are bullshits. But i believed his soul was in mid air.
my family quickly gathered ard him n prayed n cried for jesus to forgive his sins n lend him a hand up heaven and viola! he went to heaven.

LOL i owned the devils. Woohoo!

And btw. i was choosen by Jesus. 100% sure.

My mum last time almost died, all the doctor and my dad give up on her, say she sure die already her illness no hope.

But luckily she lived. like OMG?

When she lived, all doctors say she cant give birth cause too weak then she may die this time.

But she gave birth to my brother and even me. Thats why my body is damn weak cause of my mum. -.-

Then my mum chance upon a bible and she happen to saw a FRESH DROP OF BLOOD on a page down the bible out of no where.

Then she decided to go haywire and go temples n all that shit after i was born due to my aunts influence.

But i dunno how when i was 5 years old i find a church myself. IMAGINE IT. IMAGINE A 5 YEARS OLD KID TEACHING N BRINGING THE PARENTS TO CHURCH.

then yeah. back to christianity. then i almost died before that 2 times i swear wtf.

2/3 of my body was outside the window already i dunno why my body didnt drop down. my brother suddenly saw n grab me down.

and the next time was crossing a heavy road at 6 going to sch when i was not even register for school at that time. Didnt die again. I could have dash across the road but somehow i didnt. wow.

So yeah. i prayed my psle results to be 200. and it was really 200? i swear. i didnt study when i was young. i was a young fuckup kid who played wwe and sonic everday, watch royal rumble and all those stuffs.

so yay carry on to express. my brain suddenly functioning and i became very smart. However, sec 2 i turned bad. But i still go church omg. then yeah... i passed good enough....and get into the 3rd best class. i could go 2nd best but i didnt. and i skipped sch for more than 6 months. if i'm in sch i will just sit outside general office LOL. so i didnt learn any shit.. how i passed anyway o.o

Yeah... sec 3 sec 4 was great, managed to get into tourism course and etc, found a imba job, with ppl like "WOW serious" look.

and the wtf thing is i can juggle my job n my school work unknowingly. Sometimes i thought that i will fail. But yeah... got A.

So i'm a child of GOD.

btw i will be taking my car lisense next 2/3 weeks from a private teacher already. haha damn fast la cause not registering with the gov sector. omgomg i have to mug road signs and stuffs like that after my exam.

he taught my bro he 1 time pass. 1500k. and the price keep rising so i better take fast and secure a lisense.

because i can't wait to drive myself and turing on musics and driving along empty streets, looking at the city lights when im feeling stress.

2010-02-08T21:22:00.003+08:00

These few days i'm not in the right state of mind. Its the fear of sleeping alone in a room by myself after my grandpa had died. I am scared that his spirit comes n find me. Thus, i requested to sleep in a same room with my brother again then he scolded me like fuck. This is because i saw a big moth flying towards me at the furneral as i didn't went and say those dumb shit prayings.

He told me the world we live in have 2 dimensions. The human, and the angels&devils.
The reason why ppl see ghost is because they believe it in, they allow the devils to make full control of their mind, thats why they got possess, got scared etc.

We can't see angels&devils in our dimension. But don't you realise that u always hear 2 voices inside you? the good one and the bad one. We can feel them. I totally feel it when i was in malaysia. Do you know that not kneeling down and taking joss stick tgt with hundreds of ppl is a very tough thing to do? Moreover, we siblings are his grand children.

People look at me awfully and pin-point at me for not kneeling down. But i don't give a damn. I am proud to be a christian (i accidentally typed I am proud to be a Christine) and keep to my faith. :DDDDDDD

Basically, when a person dies, he either go hell/heaven straightaway. No souls will remain roming in this earth, only the devil tries to imitate these people.

Of course, saturn is the "tao" of the devil. he used to be an angel, however was punished by Jesus for being bad and was send to hell. Unwilling to lose, he started to get more n more angels to follow him, changing them to devils.

hmm what he said really make sense. Sorry for such religious posts/anger post these days, i don't know how to vent it. Theres just too much thoughts running through my fucking mind.

2010-02-03T21:06:00.003+08:00

Grandpa, i know you have just entered the hell gate and i can't stop crying.
I totally broke down when my mum cried. You called and said a few last words.." I want to see you for the last time, you are my favourite daughter" to my mother.

But you didnt wait and left this world after the call. I regret not visting you and talking to you much. I lived and grow up in Singapore, i hope you do understand. But i thought i will shall fufil that during Chinese New Year but it was all too late.

I still remember how you offer me a banana from the buddist praying and i kind of rejected it and eat it unhappily. I am a fucking bad granddaughter who always thinks your chopsticks and spoons are dirty and didn't really wanna use it.

Sorry. Fuck Myself. I can't stop crying... FUCK.

I finally experience how heartwrenching it is to came across such things.

I'm not gotna celebrate my birthday, chinese new year, etc...

2010-02-03T08:12:00.003+08:00

I hate it when people think that they are the best just because things look nice because all they do is just copy some mother fucking javacode when they didnt even meet the basic requirements of dreamweaver LOL.

Think can get high marks? HAH. MY ASS. But you will get marks for creativity though? :)

And one boy in my group just ask them how come got a thing missing in their webpage during their presentation then he got shoot til very jialat. The way they answer back him is very irrelevent and unprofessional. Even teacher also side my group.

If theres something wrong with their project they are bound to get questions what. WTF then they present for what -.- __

Making a fool of themselves. Teacher is not dumb please. How can u copy and paste a feedback form LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Ok. The ugiler side is that 2 of my girl friends actually mark my group down just because of the boy (they wanna revenge LOL). So i was damn dissapointed because they are close with Sheena, michelle and me. I tell you, i don't need that fucking marks to get A. Even if you hate that boy please spare a thought for us. And i can't believe she will still talk to us as if nth happen. We three helped you when you didnt do your OB online test and helped you to get full marks. In return, this the shit that we get, as a friend. We 3 helped you to clear your OB project shits which was delayed and make us hand in late when you are not even there to hand in with us.

Thanks so much. School is closing in 2 weeks time. Changing new class. Its sad when i just go close to some other classmates of just a few months back. I will miss them and thank them for my making me happy during my 1st year althought its very stressful.

Oh well, good things and bad things must go, i'm alone at the end of the day again.

2010-01-30T19:08:00.004+08:00

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FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk

This is shit. FUCKING MOTHER SHIT I RATHER CATCH A FLU OR HAVE A HEADACHE.

2010-01-27T19:33:00.003+08:00

(This post is not discriminating any religions out there, just my own point of view)

I seriously don't understand why people like to go hell.

I mean, can't my grandpa just accept christianity? i told him quite some day ago and he scolded me like crazy.

I know many people hate christians, saying theres not god in this world or we are worshipping a so called god that is invisible and not proved to exist.

Then tell me who created Earth, Sun, Water, Animals, Humans, How the fuck did humans even born in this world. Don't tell me humans come from monkeys. LOL. then why the rest of the monkeys didnt evolve and turn to humans. Besides, he is god as he is different from us so we can't see it. If you do see it, then u must be some sort of holy without any sins. Sadly, humans have sins.

If we are said to worship Jesus, which is foolish of us, how abt those buddhists that pray to man-man statue. LOL. A man-made statue is called a god ...HOHO. Yeah i know there are real buddhist gods out there because i have spoken to one before but they are all "HELL GODS"

Today, my grandpa saw "dua li ah pek" asking him to follow him to somewhere. Which means at the time he was abt to die (he stopped breathing and the doctors quickly saved him)

Not only my grandpa saw, all my relative before they die they can see hell gate people pulling their soul into hell. And im fucking serious. They can see horse man and those buddist gods carrying big weapons. My deceased grandma even told my mum to lock the door as hell people are taking chain to capture her away. however, she believe in christ and she then saw a bridge that seperates her from those demons and she left with a smile :)

And in hell, its all about burning your soul forever. And there is even several news saying that some constuction workers r mining into the center of the earth's core and heard creeping screaming, assuming hell is in the center of earth.

( it took me 5 times to post this shit up. Fuck you)

2010-01-23T09:00:00.003+08:00

So here i am given 3 choices for my exchange programme and i must choose 1 out of 3

Singapore - $80, malaysia - $760, Japan $3000

i really wanted to go Japan, but i was shock when i found out the market price zomg. Chan brothers sold $1788 only for 7 days which include, meals, mt fuji, hot spring, hotel,tokyo disney land. Then why the fuck is the school so overprice?

Believe it or not. My brother school (NUS) offer him 2 months exchange programme at Japan for 7k. Can u see the mother fucking difference?

Besides, going to japan is quite restricted when going with a school. And we r going there to learn business . WTF? WTF? i think we are paying for learning knowledge. No thanks

So now its malaysia. i don't mind though. BUT WHO THE FUCKS WANNA LEARN BUSINESS FROM MALAYSIA ROFL LMAO.

Ok now singapore, since resort world and marina bay at sands is coming up and i will be doing most shit there then why not i learn proper business and etc at my own country first. i'm being realistic and practical.

Ok so Japan

2010-01-22T18:04:00.007+08:00

Wah seriously FUCK MY LIFE.

Why does my brother gets all good stuffs in life. My dad scolded me CB for whining. He said that i start working so i should use my money buy everything.

I AM ONLY 17. GODDAMN IT MY BROTHER IS 24 HE SHOULD BE WORKING INSTEAD OF YOU BUYING ALL THE STUFFS FOR HIM INSTEAD FOR ME. IM SO FUCKING JEALOUS AND ANGRY FUCK U ALL!!! FUCK U ALLLLL!! BURN IN HELL!!!!

I DONT CARE IF I SOUND LIKE A RETARD CHILDISH SHIT BUT IM REALLY JEALOUS. WHAT HE MUST HAVE, I ALSO MUST HAVE! IF NOT IT ISN'T FAIR WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

IF I GET TREATED LIKE THIS ONCE MORE I SWEAR I WONT SUPPORT ANYONE OF YOU WHEN I GROW UP. TC OF YOURSELVES OK, SINCE YOU GOT YOUR "beloved fucking GOOD son"

GO AHEAD.
I KNOW MY FUTURE, I WILL BE RICHER THAN MY BROTHER, GIVEN MY ABILITIES NOW

I WILL MAKE U ALL FUCKING REGRET!

you guys dunno how fuck up my life is. i have to deal with a mother fucking 4 day per week job just to buy a car for myself asap, i have to handle multiple exams, tests and projects. You dunno how frustrating it is to look at my com screen with fucking many horizontal LCD lines im so fucking pissed off. im doing more shits than normal shits for my project. nobody gives a damn if i can carry this load . well let me tell you that i am on the verge of collasping so let me just get fucked once and for all and if my gpa is lower than 3 this sem i swear i will do smth awful to myself as my future is ruined for fuck sake. i don't even have time for myself, i have no time to eat, to breathe, to have a relaxing mind. Fucking put yourself in my shoes and try carrying the mother fucking burden all by yourself as the world world is a bitch. Now my dream is to use a satellite and send to the nasty world a middle finger and say FUCK YOU WORLD.

I am totally sick of putting on a fake front and a smile in front of all my peers, everything is not ok esp at micro tutorial today and its tiring to do that. I just need time along and self reflect and get back to the right mindset again.

2010-01-15T23:01:00.003+08:00

I AM BEING PRODUCTIVE TODAY. YEAH!

But no use, still got fucking lots of projs, then term tests then exams. I am especially worried abt my game maker. Its a mother fucking game!! Experiencing so much amazingly jawdrop games in my life, i can't possibly create a shitty looking game with no objective. I don't know. But i know if i want to do something, i want to bring the best shit out of it, with my heart wholly concentrating on it.

I hereby understood that the following day does not belong to me. I need not worry what to wear, what to eat, what to do, where to go. I received the consecrated command. But its easier said than done.

2010-01-14T06:19:00.002+08:00

i'm fucking pissed. Why people like to do last minute work? We seriously spilt work and all are suppose to pass up by last week actually so got time to edit. But you know, there's always black sheep around. How long does it takes for people to learn?

2010-01-09T19:21:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BALLOON DAY!

............

Writing ...Writing our wishes

LOL @ " If you find this we are fated". Hope its a ABC guy for Michelle!

We decided to release the balloons after i suck in the helium, hoping that our wish will come true. But i didn't know on top of me theres trees. So yeah, the trees raped my ball ball! Ok that sounds wrong. Not sure if thats unlucky anot, cause i do things by actions so it does not matter anyway.

Hers flew up, up and away!

Oh yeah i forgot to post this beautiful calender that Michelle and me bought quite some time back in 2009. This is a useful shit because now i'm busy with tuitions with maggots, or faggots. whatever you call it.

Uhhhh.. I swear i will clean.. I SWEAR!!!!

Sometimes its just simple things that makes you happy.

2010-01-08T18:49:00.002+08:00

Didnt kinda score too well for my microeconomics.

Got like 76/100. I swear i make alot alot of careless mistakes :(

Oh well nvm, hope that my project will pull me up up and up!

Because final year is gotna be HARD.

Think everything is smooth now, i can amazingly juggle my job and studies and also mange to keep in close contact with love.

How great is that?!!!!!!

2010-01-03T15:50:00.004+08:00

MY 2010 RESOLUTIONS!

1. I will do my best and be there for him always!

2. Hope to pull up my GPA to 3.5 this sem, thanks to some shitpiehole.

3. Be able to cope with my students and studies at the same time and wish they are smarter so i won't teach til i die.

4. Go on at least 2 holiday trip! One with sis and another with my love!

5. I think i shall take up a hobby course, lol i think no one can ever think of what i do at home.
Damn embarrassing.

6. Get my hands on Pokemon Heartgold when it release OMG!

7. I won't be in the the same class with the people that i abhor after april.

8. Create something errrr HAHA

9. I seriously need to learn how to do adobe flash sia.

10. Cure my goddamn fucking cough. Nth helps. I eat like 6 medicines and some weird ass cod liver oil a day.

11. My hair to be longer and in a good shape. Seems so fragile and dry.

12. I needa stop biting my fucking nails. GG i'm turning into a hamster

13. Hopefully i have no tuitions on my birthday. My students are seriously forcing me to go cause they say they wanna show me smth. Seriously WTF?. They almost ruined my Christmas.

14. Hope my bank a/c can hit 15k by 2011. I wanna buy a car for myself by 21, i feel like being a part time housing agent seems fun to explore houses. haha!

Gaaa Time to sleep again. I seriously think i have a disorder since school starts. i have been sleeping and restless.

ADHD

2010-01-03T00:31:00.002+08:00

SERIOUSLY WTF?

I thought since she was a girl so i'm trying to be nice.

OH GOD I NIDDA PUKE. I IGNORED HER AND SHE STILL KEPT TALKING TO ME

Then i replied this crazy bitch

2010-01-02T18:19:00.003+08:00

NYAN KOI!

OMG I LOVE THIS EPIC ANIME!
The boy got cursed because he broke the cat statue, if he does not grant 100 wishes from cats, he will turn into a cat himself. So thats when all the cute cats come in! He have a crush on a gentle and adorable girl, no knowing that his ridiculously big boob childhood friend liked him all these while. Hmmm...wonder who will he choose in the end.

The above anime contains abit of porn, les,romance, and humour and school life!!

THATS WHAT MAKES IT PERFECT!! SASUKE OUGHT TO BE RUNNING NAKED!!!

2009-12-31T13:55:00.004+08:00

I just wake from a afternoon nap and i just have to sing this song. I'm gotna use half of (BoA - Energetic). Play the song or it makes no sense.

Lyrics:

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I hate giving tui tui tuitionnnnn
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I hate giving tui tui tui tuitionnnnn

I'm feelin' so bloody shitty
Don't think y'all will ever get it (4x)

The student is callin' me
And I don't know what else to do
So i went to teach later as the students want it too
See that china doing her mathematics
Saw what she did and turns me off
Imma do a lotta swearing' with my mouth
Til she cry and I promise don't need no help

Balls to her (6x)
She likes all bangala ballsssss
Balls to her(6x)
She likes bangala ballsss

I'm feelin' so blood shitty
Don't think y'all will ever get it (4x)

I teach u so shutup (4x)

I feel so fed up there inside- inside- inside her house
i wanna ripe her ass out
because she, because she, thinks she very smart?

Don't she lick (5x) the floor
Don't she lick (3x) the floor
Don't she lick (5x) the floor
That's that and I ain't gotta say no more

I'm feelin' so bloody shitty
Don't think y'all will ever get it (4x)

2009-12-27T20:02:00.000+08:00

What sis said was right. Totally.

2009-12-27T16:48:00.001+08:00

Seriously, if he have the courage to confess to me, he ought to have the courage to face the negative side, which is being rejected. As stated in the letter, he said that whatever the results is, he would be contented.

So i smsed him saying i can't and all that shit stuff. The main reason being is that i have fallen in love with another guy for quite sometime already and i don't care if it is a one sided love. I already told him i liked another guy really alot way before he confessed to me. Yet, he didnt even bothered to get back to me after i said lets continue being friends.

Do i fucking deserve it? Hah. Its not surprising that guys treat girls like dirt when they are unreachable.

Why did this whole thing seems like its my fault. So this Jonny Randomshit said: " Bobo is awesome, just don't understand why SOME PEOPLE must hurt him". I'm not a three years old retard sucking on your mum titties milk. I am that somebody.

Is it fucking wrong to reject people. Fine. Since he wants to escape from reality, go ahead by all means.

I just know that i can't bluff my heart about the person i truely love even if it results in this broken friendship. Its ok, cause it won't bother me from now on.

2009-12-26T11:46:00.002+08:00

Hope everyone had an enjoyable Christmas!

Finally blogged

2009-12-23T18:23:00.001+08:00

When i gain something, i will lose something always.
Why can't i keep both?

2009-12-10T19:59:00.009+08:00

This month is really unlucky. Think my ahgong gotna die soon also. Hais, if only i have the chance to call him ah gong wholeheartedly for once. Wah. my mum try to brainwash him to accept christ before he die, then he get agitated. Don't want to go into too religious issues, peace. Wah my mum cry to herself in a room i feel damn helpless.....

Photoshoping my troubles away.. thats what i can only do...

I'm a fish in a bowl, like to act tough and indepedent. At times i need a partner, to enjoy the view of big ocean together with no troubles in my life ever again. Even if the sky looks intimidating, theres nothing to be afraid

2009-12-10T01:01:00.008+08:00

I drew my own back view with photoshop. Nice anot? Maybe gotna print in HD then put as a big wallpaper on my wall!!

(btw that bag is the brown bag i normally carry and im facing the city lights of Tokyo!)

2009-12-09T23:27:00.006+08:00

Was super fucking pissed by a schoolmate of my.

I don't get why boys must call and talk to you when they cant chat in Msn. Somemore chat those kind of rubbish topics. Waste of my mother fucking time. Holding a hp that is exerting heat to my face every second, it feels horrible. I have more better things to do in life.

I just finished my test. Give me a break. I told him my god grand dad just die today so need to attend funeral hoping he will spare me. But he is still demanding and show me attitude because i didnt msg him half way through and i was about to call him 11.15 when i'm done with my stuffs then he msg " Think nvm. goodnight".

Didnt i state that from the beginning that i don't like to use handphone to call/ msg. Thats what my bloody com is for.

Wah really gg. Seriously fuck

I immediately off my handphone. Wahhh thats it!

Missing yang yang ( Day 1)

I think i ..............

2009-12-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

Next day when i wake up, he will be gone for 2 weeks, 336 hours, 20160 minutes, 1,209,600 seconds.

Kill me.

2009-12-07T20:08:00.004+08:00

Wah. I just learn that My Primary School Class is the most happening shit ever. We have all kinds of people.

And btw my primary school is one of the most famous and reputable school in sg ok. In chinese people call it " MING XIAO". Anw i'm just kind of surprise when i find out what happen to most of them after 5 years. Here it goes:

1.One became a slut, REALLY. I remember she have bad breath in primary school and she shaved her goddamn eyebrows. Wah really gg.

2.One cause boyfriend die quit school

3.One get kick out of sports school and retain private

4.One clinging on to sec 5

5.One repeat O Levels

6.One now at geylang sell medicine.

7. One from a millionaire become broke (My Ex)

8. One became a mother fucking nerd.

9. One almost kick out of school but shes still the best among all. (Thats ME!) Fuck you if you look down on me.

10. Wah this one imba. Whole day in primary school say wanna sue me cause i dont like her and point middle finger towards her face. LOL She said her dad have: condo, terrace, bungalow, mansion, priv apartment, (1room to 6 room) flat....yeah yeah and all that is fake. AND SHE QUIT AT SEC 1!!! AHAHHAHAHAHHA AHAHHAHA

HAHA IM SO HAPPY TODAY!

CAUSE I MEET UP WITH YANG YANG XD XD XD

Most imba moment was:

YY : Whats your weight?

Together: 45

Really One love!

Wah the tuition parents recommand me to their friends to teach tuition.. gg. $_$

2009-12-05T23:25:00.001+08:00

Make the right choice in life Yori...........

2009-12-03T20:53:00.001+08:00

Fucking awesome! I love my camera quality. Best phone ever.
The video is even clearer. Hip Hip... HOORAY!

2009-12-03T14:30:00.003+08:00

tuition agency is really killing me.

The parents and i already confirmed that this week i have exams so i will cont to teach their kids next week.

SO STOP FORCING ME TO TEACH THIS WEEK DUMB FUCK!!
And guess what the agent say to the parents?

"Oh since she cant teach this week, you wanna change a new tutor?"

LOL too bad since the parents are stuck with me for good.

2009-12-02T17:38:00.003+08:00

There is just too many things for me to handle at this point of time.

i don't care about academic results this semester, because its going well. I haven even started my proper revision for Mid Sem Test.

Anyway my ah gong now like damn sick, like gotna die soon.
I don't know why i'm not sad.........but seeing my mum being sad, it hurts me a little too.

I can feel that my body is not doing well too. Its my own body so no one will understand.

Still gotna handle relationship probs. Whatever you're thinking.

Today i even decided never to talk to a ex-friend of my anymore. I say it and i fucking mean it. I am a person of words. Hah. I finally understand why Type A person (Me) never does more better than a Type B person, that is because they make of people hardwork and have lazybones thus i have to panic, stress up and carry double the weight. Goodjob welldone. This friendship ought to be this outcome long long ago, blame my re-judgment of people.

Hah. I even got despise by a teacher because i have a tattoo. Just whats wrong with it? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH IT? I don't see tattoo as a piece of art. I don't see it as a brave icon. I have already regretted, so its fucking enough. Stop bringing it up please it just does not feel good. Everyone have a unpleasant past. Please acknowledge and respect it.

I guess when celebrities got tattoos person still look up to them in AWE. So what if i scold bad words and all. Am i an unemotional animal? Fuck your brains. At least i know what i want in life and i'm working hard towards it decently so you cant deny it.

2009-11-30T20:13:00.002+08:00

If the person is not only i dont feel like being online.

POP.

Anw seriously my comm skill meeting just now sibei cui. I told pheobe to meet awhile to discuss about it for 2 mother fucking times and she still bo chup. Whats her problem ? whereas some ppl i just cant be bothered.

2009-11-29T21:10:00.002+08:00

Absolutely love my new phone.

Gigantic bigass screen with fucking good sensitivity.
The camera when take video is good but pictures abit lower quality than my previous noob handphone.

MUAHHAHA AND I GOT TO PUT ALL MY BOA VIDEOS INSIDE AND SASUKE NAKED PICTURES!!

2009-11-28T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hope he is feeling better.
Damn the person who stole his iPhone seriously.

Let my heart find its way and i shall not do anything about it :)

2009-11-26T16:58:00.005+08:00

i don't know why but something was definitely going haywire.

i thought we are just friends but its getting weird. I don't understand why guys like to touch girls during movie and say like " if you are tired you can rest on my shoulders". i was seriously uncomfortable but dunno how to put a stop to it. Well im ok with his looks, body and character

but

WE ARE NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP YEAH AND THAT MAKES ME LOOK CHEAP

I should really dont care anyone feelings from now on and screw them backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

2009-11-24T21:26:00.003+08:00

LOOK AT MY FAGGOT BROTHER

This one i do for my friend one, in 2 minute

Money Minded

2009-11-24T16:10:00.008+08:00

SONG BO!

Teaching Pri 3 Tution tmr from 3 - 4 pm at simei, a 5 minute distance walk from my house. (1hr = 20 bucks! )

* Hope the girl is stupid * Kids nowadays are getting damn smart

And today i have to postpone my tanah merah tuition cause i need to study for my EXAM. Omg omg. Geo kill wtf. FUCK YOU GEO. How am i gotna teach them..............sec 4 and pri 6...

Lol seriously easy money.

Shall make lots of easy money after 10 december. Is like.. you can earn 50 bucks for 2.5 hours why must you stand 9 hours for $50 and get to see people attitude?

Thanks Jesus! He knows i love to teach FOR THE TIME BEING and grant me with it :D

From the past i use to donate money to church and they say i will receive at least 10 times in return. SO TRUE!

I received 60 times. I donated 2 or 5 bucks every week LOL.

Aiya dont be a retard and donate 1k and expect 10 k in a month.

2009-11-22T14:53:00.002+08:00

Today, one of my dreams in life just shattered. Dbsk is gotna disband for good.

Blame myself for not being rich to see them one last time tgt before they disband :/

Was browsing through a recent video and i saw jaejoong looked so sad ..... and when he said to the 2 other members who are on opposite side as them that " if you two are watching this, i just wanna tell you that we love you", when they receive the award.

Toki wo tomete... their last debuted last song. Sobs..

FUCK YOU SM. FUCKUFUCKUFUCK U FOR GOOD.

2009-11-21T20:18:00.003+08:00

Is there any steps further?
Didnt have the courage to approach him. But seriously he looks like my dream boy. 100% He looks like a Japanese and is so freaking cute!!! Omfg! Got 70% of Jaejoongness sia. He can put off with bangs which most guys CMI.

Wah then i look at his backview ....damn.... IMBA!

Just hope teacher put us tgt in the next japanese project :(

But i think he got gf or what sia. 24/7 keep using hp sms. Confirm not message boy one. ZZZZZZZZ FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Shit. Why r cute boys such a turn on?

Looks...Looks...Looks

I want it all

2009-11-21T16:26:00.001+08:00

I'm good with computers :)

2009-11-18T17:57:00.004+08:00

i really hate people who think they are so goddamn rich. Stfu seriously. Spoiled brats, go beg your mum for titty milk.

Hah. i use to have a ex in primary school. Hes father is a multi millionaire.
His house is half the size of TP business school. All the walls are frosted glass, how cool is that. He have golf course, swimming pool, movie theater and all the rooms are interlinked.

Did i mention the movie theater is the size of a lecture hall, but with about 10 chairs only. Behind the movie theater, theres the gym, with many gymnastic rubbery ball to play.

5-6 maids, oh yeah, did i say theres a lift in his house. And the lift is to transport food only. So when the maid cooked finish food, put in the lift, then it will go up 6 floors til it reached the movie theater.

Infront of the movie theater theres a dozen big packets of famous amos cookies. So = each person take one and eat while watching movie.

He does nth but to read Garfield comic everyday, laughing at it.
But he is stupid, fat and ugly. Thus, he went to korea to advance his study.

Wait. Theres also a condo that no one stays in, and its nicely decorated.

Hah. So stop showing off like u r some rich motherfucker. Don't spoil the definition.

80% of my ex are dirt rich k. But i never never spend their money unless they really wanna treat.

Oh yeah, the man who goes missing for 18 days at Cityhall was found dead at simei block below. Seriously my heart really goes out to his love ones......

Murder.

WHY MUST PEOPLE MURDER! ITS SO CRUEL AND SICK!

Thats one reason i'm studying so damn hard to get into a local uni.

Don't tell me to go to the states. The people there have guns, and they don't really like Asian.

Japan is still ok. High suicide rate and sexual harassment rate, but not much murder and stuff.

Seriously fuck these people and their mind. Hope Jesus punish them in hell.

2009-11-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

Lol. Instead of studying for commskill test tmr, i'm checking out on what people are saying about year 2012.

I think i shall get wasted that day. Either i die unknowingly and have a good fuck before that or have a hangover on 22th. Its sad to die without having sex in your life.

Some ppl are already planning suicides already....uhhhh

Comeon, God created the Earth so he will be the one to destroy it. And only he knows when!

Teehee. But i think something bad will happen... change of magnetic field or smth nia.

2009-11-16T20:42:00.003+08:00

Sigh. Recently kinda have a small crush on a guy but i think its crap because i don't think hes interested in me anyway.

Lol. Who will like a girl thats rough, have a typical ahlian face and all.

Oh well anyway... i find it fucking ridiculous that people type " What are you doing now?" in Msn while u r chatting with them.

WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? OF COURSE I'M USING THE DAMN COM. YOU THINK I PCC-ING ISIT.

Pure idiots.

Sometimes i just feeling like slamming them back with " _|_ ". But i kinda restrain myself since i am mostly careful with my words and don't really wanna hurt other people.

2009-11-14T18:26:00.000+08:00

Have you see the google icon today? It means that theres water on the moon wtf!!

Btw i can spot 2 alien face in the 2 box that they highlighted. CAN YOU?

2009-11-14T13:35:00.001+08:00

Having a major roleplay in my house. But i only acting as a KPO woman nia.
Grrrrrrr

2009-11-13T16:55:00.002+08:00

Person A:

I SERIOUSLY THINK THAT I OWE YOU IN MY PREVIOUS LIFE THATS WHY IM SUCH A SHIT STATE AND I BET I COULD HAVE DONE BETTER IN MY lIFE WITHOUT YOUR GODDAMN EXISTENCE WHY NOT JUST SUCK SOME TOES AND SMILE.

Person B:

AND ON A SIDE NOTE, MY MUM IS PATHETICALLY JOTTING DOWN THE DIGITS OF MY MONEY BECAUSE SHE IS SUSPECTING THAT I DIDNT EAT AND KEEP SAVING.

15 BUCKS A DAY FOR ME IS JUST RIGHT PLEASE. 6 BUCKS EAT, 1 BUCK WATER, THE REST SAVE. SHE THINKS I ROB A BANK.

2009-11-12T19:36:00.001+08:00

I SWEAR I MUST COMPLETE IT BY 15 NOV.

2009-11-11T19:40:00.004+08:00

TO WHOEVER IS PUTTING MY PICTURES ONTO HARDWAREZONE FORUM PLEASE STOP THIS FUCKING SHIT.

I'm really serious. I know its my fault that i didnt private my blog but that does not give you the permission to post it on a fucking forum popularized by the males.

I dont like to correct in the net. But if i know who are you in real life i will fuck you upside down until your mamma's pussy is like central park, loads of bushes, wide and open to the public and when she wore a blue shirt everyone ran away yelling: "tsunami tsunami"

Yup. thats your retarded mum for you.

2009-11-09T21:46:00.005+08:00

You're so CUTE!

Freaking busy these few days. And fuck. I gotna have pizza for breakfast four days straight because the guy mistook my order.

Oh yeah did i say i was the only girl who watched porn among all my female friends. I thought it was normal for girls to watch porn. But turns out that i'm the weird one. I told them i have been playing porn games since primary 2 and watched porn like primary 5. Much thanks to my brother for the influences. Even his whole psp is full of porn instead of songs.

I dont like to hide things and induce an image like i have a innocent mind and such as long as i know that i don't fuck around like some donkeys.

I love Cheeky club!

Cheeky club is a secret association formed by 6 members to talk about pervertic stuffs and gossip about hot girls everyday in school and involve checking out hot sluts. I am the CEO, but not the founder. Hehe

I MISS MY CHIBA TOO!!!

2009-11-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

Sorry but i must blog this shit out.

Fuck sia. Is my friend who is suppose to be in charge of this mask event then suddenly he busy then they push this fucking responsibility to me.

WTF? I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO DO AND I AM JUST A HELPER AND NOW ITS MY FUCKING FAULT?

CCB.

2009-11-03T19:20:00.002+08:00

Shit day.

Went to school at 9am and that indian "money changer" lecturer didnt come and went off to Mac to eat then went home.

And WORST SHIT IS..

I need to do a review on a FB game.

THAT SUCK! WHY? WHY MUST IT BE FB. FUCK IT!!!! OMGOMGOMG NO ONE HAVE ANY IDEA HOW I HATE THOSE LAME TIME CONSUMING NOOB SUCK BALLS GAME.

Ok then, i was expecting my dinner to be lemon chicken rice. And my parents bought korean food and they know I FUCKING HATE KOREAN FOOD FUCK YOU KIMCHI. ARGHAGHRGAHGRH

DAY RUINED. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!

2009-11-02T21:49:00.002+08:00

Wake up study sleep Wake up study sleep Wake up study sleep Wake up study sleep

Lets continue this til Dec 12th Reaches.

Have so much things to blog about. But i will just shut my mouth because i dont feel like blogging these days.

2009-10-28T22:05:00.003+08:00

DONE ANOTHER POSTER!

ANOTHER 10 SEAL POINTS IN MY POCKET OH YEAH!

HOPE TO SEE PEOPLE AROUND!!

2009-10-28T17:07:00.002+08:00

Kiss my fucking ass. Getting sick of everything seriously.

EVERY FUCKING THING AND I MEAN IT!!!!

Sick of school, people, cca, japanese, BoA, Sasuke and vaginas

2009-10-27T10:55:00.000+08:00

Excel sibei sian please.

2009-10-26T22:01:00.004+08:00

Oh Yeah, Thats one of the boobs from the cake. And i got mocked for being small but that shit is really too huge man!